The
Shock of Teapots by Cynthia Ozick
What
makes travel a special kind of experience? In ¡§The Shock
of Teapots,¡¨ Cynthia Ozick uses a trip to Stockholm as a
way of exploring, no the Swedish capital, but the nature
of travel itself. Travel sharpens our perceptions; it returns
us to the fresh vision of childhood. Part of the pleasure
of a journey is the way it can transform a familiar object
like a teapot into something extraordinary. This brief,
though lavishly written, essay first appeared in 1985 as
¡§Enchantments at First Encounter¡¨ in the travel supplement
of the New York Times Magazines.
One morning in Stockholm, after rain and just before November,
a mysteriously translucent shadow began to paint itself
across the top of the city. It skimmed high over people¡¦s
heads, a gauzy brass net, keeping well above the streets,
skirting everything fabricated by human arts ¡V though one
or two steeples were allowed to dip into it, like pens filling
their nibs with palest ink. It made a sort of watermark
over Stockholm, as if a faintly luminous river ran overhead,
yet with no more weight or gravity than a vapor.
This
glorious strangeness ¡V a kind of crystalline wash ¡V was
the sunlight of a Swedish autumn. The sun looked new: it
had a lucidity, a texture, a tincture, a position across
the sky that my New York gape had never before taken in.
The horizontal ladder of light hung high up, higher than
any sunlight I had ever seen, and the quality of its glow
seemed thinner, wanner, more tentatively morning-brushed
; or else like gold leaf beaten gossamer as tissue ¡V a lambent
skin laid over the spired marrow of the town.
¡§Ah
yes, the sun does look a bit different this time of year,¡¨
say the Stockholmer in their perfect English (English as
a second first language), but with a touch of ennui. Whereas
I, under the electrified rays of my whitening hair, stand
drawn upward to the startling sky, restored to the clarity
of childhood. The Swedes have known a Swedish autumn before;
I have not.
Travel
returns us in just this way to sharpness of notice; and
to be saturated in the sight of what is entirely new ¡V the
sun at an unaccustomed slope, stretched across the northland,
separate from the infiltrating dusk that always seems about
to fall through clear gray Stockholm ¡V is to revisit the
enigmatically lit puppet-stage outlines of childhood: those
mental photographs and dreaming woodcuts or engravings that
we retain from our earliest years. What we remember from
childhood we remember forever ¡V permanent ghosts, stamped
imprinted, eternally seen. Travelers regain this ghost-seizing
brightness, eeriness, firstness.
They
regain it because they have cut themselves loose from their
own society, from every society; they are, for a while,
floating vagabonds, like astronauts out for a space walk
on a long free line. They are subject to preternatural exhilarations,
absurd horizons, unexpected forms and transmutations: the
matter-of-fact (a battered old stoop, say or the shape of
a door) appears beautiful; or a stone that at home would
not merit the blink of your eye here arrests you with its
absolute particularity ¡V just because it is what your hand
already intimately knows. You think: a stone, a stone! They
have stones here too! And you think: how uncannily the planet
is girdled, as stone-speckled in Sweden as in New York.
For the vagabond-voyeur (and for travelers voyeurism is
irresistible), nothing is not for notice, nothing is banal,
nothing is ordinary: not a rock, not the shoulder of a passerby,
not a teapot.
Plenitude
assaults; replication invades. Everything known has its
spooky shadow and Doppelganger. On my first trip anywhere
¡V it was 1957 and I landed in Edinburgh with the roaring
of the plane¡¦s four mammoth propellers for days afterward
embedded in my ears ¡V I rode in a red airport bus to the
middle of the city, out of which ascended its great castle.
It is a fairy-book castle, dreamlike, Arthurian, secured
in the long-ago. But the shuddery red bus - hadn¡¦t I been
bounced along in an old bus before, perhaps not so terrifically
red as this one? ¡V the red bus was not within reach of plain
sense. Every inch of its interior streamed with unearthliness,
with an undivulged and consummate witchery. It put me in
the grip of a wild Elsewhere. This unexceptional vehicle,
with its bright forward snout, was all at once eclipsed
by a rush of the abnormal, the unfathomably Martian. It
was the bus not the phantasmagorical castle, that clouded
over and bewildered our reasoned humanity. The red bus was
what I intimately knew: only I have never seen it before.
A reflected flicker of the actual. A looking-glass bus.
A Scottish ghost.
This
is what travelers discover: that when you sever the links
of normality and its claims, when you break off from the
quotidian, it is the teapots that truly shock. Nothing is
so awesomely unfamiliar as the familiar that discloses itself
at the end of journey. Nothing shakes the heart so much
as meeting ¡V far, far away ¡V what you last met at home.
Some say that travlers are informal anthropologists. But
it is ontology ¡V the investigation of the nature of being
¡V that travelers do. Call it the flooding-in of the real.
There
is, besides, the flooding-in character. Here one enters
not landscape or streetlit night scenes, but fragments of
drama: splinters of euphoria that catch you up when you
are least deserving. Sometimes it is a jump into a pop-up
book, as when a cockney cabdriver, of whom you have asked
directed while leaning out of the curb, give his native
wink of blithe goodwill. Sometimes it is a mazy stroll into
a toy theater, as when, in a museum, you suddenly come on
the intense little band following the lecturer on Mesopotamia,
or the lecture on genre painting, and the muse of civilization
alights on these rapt few. What you are struck with then
¡V one of those mental photographs that go on sticking to
the retina ¡V is not what lies somnolently in the glass case
or hangs romantically on the wall, but the indelible singularity,
delivered over forever by your own fertile gaze. When travelers
star at heads and ears and necks and beads and mustaches,
they are ¡V in the encapsuled forced of selection ¡V making
art: portraits, voice sonatinas, the quick haiku of a strictly
triangular nostril.
Traveling
is seeing; it is the implicit that we travel by. Travelers
are fantasists, conjurers, seers ¡V and what they finally
discover is that every round object everywhere is a crystal
ball: stone, teapot, the marvelous globe of the human eye.
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